Words can’t describe this feeling I have stuck in my soul. I have been in constant search for you in others, a big mistake for my karmic path, I know. It took a long time to actually forgive you. But most of all to understand you.
Nothing hurts more than not have any last memories with you. The biggest heart break to say Goodbye to a spirit I was never sure was surrounding my presence. It took me a long to visit your current home and as the years pass it isn’t easy.
A hard lesson to learn that holding onto pain never brings anything good. It can change you over time. And now with a punctured heart and a wounded soul I crave your presence. But I know it’s too late now.
I hope one day I see you on the other side. Maybe we will get it right in another lifetime.
Hellènic Muse 